Convincing Myself

(I just need to say something about this to the people who will know exactly what it's about when they read it. This is not new information. This stuff was just on my mind, because I didn't feel like I had said exactly what I needed to about it. This is "The Final Word" about him. This is exactly what needed to be said, and now I feel so much better.)

May I please

love him?

May the other

please

just go away?

Why am I so

stuck?

Why do I always

return?

What about you

is so alluring?

What is it that

attracts me?

And why don't you

believe me?

You've made mistakes, too,

haven't you?

We've hurt each other

equally.

But I've allowed you

to believe

that it is all

me.

We're not good together.

Let's just stay

away.

Let go of me.

I want

him

now.

Go.